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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Yes ! I get it!

hahahahahahahahahahaha......so happy ~
because i got "A" in my mega presentation...
wow~my topic is CAPITAL PUNISHMENT...
the happy things is, in my lecturer record I'm the first person present this topic...and also get the high mark ...
in elementary school i got get 98 mark in moral subject la ....but after that i so long time din saw this digit number in my study result already....
i so proud about this results ;P

hope the next persuasive presentation could get the flying result, and my course mate also can get it .....;p

*god bless us*~muaks;p

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Yesterday & todaY



wow~

me crazy ady>>> yesterday my course mate and me to the assignmet until today 6 a.m ....wow...isiz something wrong ....

huu~ finaly the assignmet can on time to submited ...

doing assignment with a group friends feeling is quite good., and i like it ..
because a group people doing assignmet i wouldn't feel boring and also feel stress....haha

when mid9 them face looks so funny...them eye pouch is expose ....haha.....and still need to think the idea...haha

i'm very surprise....kenny will do the assignment with seriously .....woo....not bad ;p


2day i'm gonna half ady...so tired....when the impromtu i also lazy to pay attention....
lucky i still can keep the mark...haha....

whatever la ~

now have a bit sleepy feeling ady....so that's all la....haha

*god bless me*

Sunday, December 14, 2008

BAD DAY!!!

haiz... if i know the result are that i wouldn't back hometown....too bad la~

actually my plan is back hometown and teach them dance....
them attitudes are very bad and late ...around one hour....
Never mind, late 1 hour....but please give me some feedback la ...
you all dance like "mummy" no energy...haiz...

In addition, make me "tu lan" things is the head(Leader) la....
Vy no brain1 .... i remind him previous 1 day.....but when i go to take the CD he told me "aiya...i gave XXX burn my CD ady.....now he haven return to me....u go him house take la"

what the fuck????....sorry also din said >>>>
very no BRAIN!!!

treat me like that next time dun think i help you again!!!
I"M SERIOUS !
VEry fucking ~

You think me so free and so rich ar ....take bus back not cheap you know ????
vy tiu 1....and wan give up help u ady....on Christmas day better i go gathering party with my orchestra friends ....blekzzzzz~

i miss my computer~
because i wan on9 ar !!!

so 2day i back early lor ...haha

last night like living in the HELL
taught them are tired ady....
FuckiNg Power cut !!!!
aaarrrRKKKKK.......
vy tired ady...why din let me sleep wor???

vy shit 1 lar.....so many mosquito and so hot
macam mana tidur?????
hate ar !!!!!

i think is the mosquito bite me lor...
my backside sooooooooooo tickle
whole night can't sleep...."hou chammmm"
around 4 a.m the electric come ady and .....got a sleep.....
too bad la ....really BAD DAY!

Now i still beh shong lor!!!
Cz my backside still tickle>>>arkkk
*God Bless Me*

Friday, December 12, 2008

Feeling gooD & *fatE*

Juz nw class ~
feeling good ~
why ?
because scold by cik noor ...haha
she scold us (CPR) is idiot~
yes!!! i'm idiot ...english is bad ~
actually, whole class mate also dislike her because her too straight ,when shooting students
But, for me is different !
i like she scold me idiot and bad english ~
i hope on and on UPR class like today
scold us .... and also teach us
i like her teaching style~
haha...maybe i'm something else>>> ;p
whatever .... i think is insufficient....(scold by cik noor)
blekz~


miss linda ~ so far she is the best lecturer ....in my heart~
i hope next sem or on diploma she will teach me again~
weather she is not pretty ....but is ok la ....
wow>>> expectantly the mega persentation in CDK(the most big hall in TARC)
hahaha....my tiltle is ~ capital punishment~ hihi

"whatever" is my recently tag....haha.....
haiz~ sometimes i really idiot~
why?
because the s/w a majority of assignment is my partner doing, i juz sit beside him
so ...on that time .... i really feel i'm idiot and also "fei cai"~vy useless
it was a group assignment, but in fact...juz him doing .....
i'm useless
last time also like that ~
hate this feeling
on the time i see him do the assignment, i recall Mr.Yip last time asked me , during the presentation
"why you juz present 30% and the rest 70% is kelvin present"
on that time, i'm really hurt...and remember until now
i hate myself~
why so stupid and not independent to do well the assignment
now, that assignment is finish 70% .....and what i'm do , juz 30%
so , what ??? isiz FATE???? .....too bad lar hate computer assignment !!!
hate me useless>>>>>FATE !!!

i think that's all la ....cz i need to continue my persent speech ady ....FATE!!!

*God Bless Me*

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Caring too much is uselesS~

walau....yesterday i used whole night to do the presentation draft....this time i forgot is which time to do assignment from dark until bright day...haha

maybe i too care about it ...haha....

sem 2 really busy than sem 1 wuu....senoir din cheat me ....haha
in sem 1, i think if i could follow the timetable anything is esay to solve....but now i clear already....why i din success to be the best ady....because i'm not a good manage time person....

and sem 3 my dear dear fei fei house mate will moving ...so ...waiting a new house mate ....hehe
i hope my next house mate is from CPR, and also hard to study one , because its will push me hard in study...hahaha...any1 saw my blog and wants to study with me i'm welcome ~ haha

today weather is very good, haiz ....fate, no body accompany me to swim....sienZ sienZ >>>

aiya ....whatever la~ is ok

now what i wan ?
that is finish the assignment as fast as possible ...
then i can concentrate to enjoy my college life and also prepare the final exam~
ai~~as student is like that ......the trouble is assignment, exam , test, friends....that lor .....

OMG~ talk with myself ady ....and have a bit crazy ady....haha.....
i not pray get full mark in lecturer hand, i juz pray i could get full mark in mine conscience ;p
*God Bless Me*

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

whee ~ 15 mark

Happy~ ..... because of the presentation skill subject ...haha ...1st time get 15 mark ..haha
the full mark is 20 ....i get 15....whee...happy ....

In chinese have a tag is "one mountain high than one mountain"...haha...have ppl got 17 ....lol...is ok ......17 mark is my next target ....hope i could get it ...haha.....happy happy ;p

*God Bless Me*
;p

Saturday, December 6, 2008

我就是这样~

人往往就是不懂得知足...而我也就是那种人
也许是我的要求过高,所以就会常常觉得自己很蠢


说真的 我真的很蠢


最近,我老是无缘无故的发神经 发脾气......
可怜的就是我身边的朋友, 忽然间觉得自己很幼稚


成绩对我来说真的很重要...
身边的朋友对我还蛮不错的


但是, 我总是感觉怪怪的...很容易就对某些举动 言语 产生不满的感觉


最近, 我的病情更加的变本加厉了...我想我真的活不久了...


我很欣赏我班的一位“肥仔”...他很厉害的!!!
我喜欢他的处事方式, 但是我不喜欢听他说教...每当他说教一次就决得他好像老怪物一样的讲个不停...很烦啦...听他说教!!!


第二个觉得蛮不错的是“三角形的木材”...他也是我班的人...他很好笑的...每次都在我面前伪装自己...就算他多开心或难过都好...他总是说...“有咩?!没丫”...扮到自己好像很坚强的一幅死人样...不过他也蛮不错下的...哈哈


我呢...在班上就给了人家一个很有料的印象...其实, 我只是虚有其表...apa pun tak tau~
尤其是英文, 真的烂到像屎一样〉〉〉
可悲也~
想不自卑都很难咯~~~~~~~
〉〉〉累了。。。不写了,也没东西写了 。。。就此搁笔咯~
*God bless me*

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Useless = Idiot

HATE!!!

Hate myself English so poor !
Hate myself useless to control SOMETHINGS!!!


Hate why i'm idoit !!!
Hate why i'm human !!!


Hate you all so smart!!!!
Hate you are idiot !!!
Hate you useless!!!
Hate you lazy so much !!!
Hate you processing slow !!!
Hate you don't understand me!!!

hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate

that is fate~

......tired ady .....tired for hate.....


forget it .....


Actually in my life also have something happy things happened ...

I'm a negative living things in the world !


i will always thinking negative aspect .....


so that's why i said I'm a match[easy angry]......

.......and also faster cool down.......


Now, my emotion is stable already.....

but still wan to scold people......

haha......the 1st one people i wan to scold is XXX....haha...dun know why .....i crazy ady .....careful yea....hehe

god bless me
;p





Friday, November 14, 2008

Wuu long&Boring~

today is submit R&W day....i complete the assignment ady ...but ...wuu long things is come >>>

I FORGET BRING THE ASSIGNMENT TO CLASS ...WHAT THE diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
HATE!!!
too bad la ....i wuu long again ...haiz .....memang bodoh ~ .......
and
Nw are friday after class ady....feel boring~

actually, i will view my friends blog , during boring ~

but

nobody update the blog ....come on .....

if every time view also same things so boring you know ~

Especially, nick's blog lo ~ never update ....lol....better u update when u saw this post ok .....

jeannie also ...update la ....u got many things to post i know ....ur travel picture and funny things ....so pls u all UPDATE la

lol

kelvin blog also like hoodoo blog ~ cz all of there juz have unhappy things oni .....lol

paste some happy things la .....huiyoo......always think about negative ~



huisin ...ok ....u din upadate is ok ....cz u on exam .....



oren ar .... i tell u ar ....always "fang shong"..."fang shong"...until now still "fang shong"... change something la .....boring la~



and who else ???....i think that's all .....so

anyway ....i juz wrote for fun with myself ....
i don know what r ur all feeling ..haha.....
Hopefully you all will update ;p


**GOD BLESS YOU*

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Huu~ done!

SPM ....yes i'm resit student !!!.....

when the real SPM in form 5,i think on the exam my attitude are bad than the resit one



....during the exam i have a snooze, draw cartoon on the question paper....haha

see

but at the resit time have a few funny things happends ....haha

on the exam began that are have a indian guy knock him table, shark him chair and have many many gesture in the exam class .....i think him got something wrong la ..haha



whatever la ... that odium things are past ady ....now i would like to begin plan my study time ...haha.....yeah ~



however, the odium things are past, but i also feel have a "bigger stone" in my heart....

maybe is the assignment haven finish or ......

well ....at here juz write for fun....i think i will become a "zai nan" haha

cz i really lazy go out ady....

lazy go out yam cha....

for my opinion la ....i think use msn chat is enough ady ...

go out mamak restourant cloth got curry smelly....

...so ....

that's why i said i'm anole lo ....anole are vy lazy one and always stay at the place to save life ....for me is save money ...muahaha!!!

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

CHee MEng lor ...send $$ virus to me ....hohoho

wakakaka....juz joke la ....lol

Cik Noor:boring post

Lewis koh:yea boring ! anyway ...god bless me ;p

Linda:crazy

Mr.yip:hahahahahahaha........(quiet)

Chee Meng:啊koh真系好傻H咯~

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Sunday, November 9, 2008

dad and mam ....only one ~

媳婦說:
「 煮淡一點妳就嫌沒有味,現在煮鹹一點妳卻說咽不下,妳究竟想怎麼樣 ?」
母親一見兒子回來,二話不說便把飯菜往咀裡送。 她怒瞪他一眼。 他試了一口,馬上吐出來,
兒子說:
「 我不是說過了嗎,媽有病不能吃太鹹!」
「 那好!媽是你的,以後由你來煮!」
媳婦怒氣沖沖地回房。兒子無奈地輕嘆一聲,然後對母親說:
「 媽,別吃了,我去煮個麵給妳。」
「 仔,你是不是有話想跟媽說,是就說好了,別憋在心裡!
「 媽,公司下個月升我職,我會很忙,至於老婆,她說很想出來工作,所以 ....」
母親馬上意識到兒子的意思:
「 仔,不要送媽去老人院。」 聲音似乎在哀求。
兒子沉默片刻,他是在尋找更好的理由。
「 媽,其實老人院並沒有甚麼不好,妳知道老婆一但工作,一定沒有時間好好服侍妳。老人院有吃有住有人服侍照顧,不是比在家裡好得多嗎?」
「可是,阿財叔他 ....」
洗了澡,草草吃了一碗速食麵,兒子便到書房去。他茫然地佇立於窗前,有些猶豫不決。母親年輕便守寡,含辛茹苦將他撫養成人,供他出國讀書。但她從不用年輕時的犧牲當作要脅他孝順的籌碼,反而是妻子以婚姻要脅他!真的要讓母親住老人院嗎?仔問自己,他有些不忍。
「 可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆,難道是你媽嗎?」
阿財叔的兒子總是這樣提醒他
「 你媽都這麼老了,好命的話可以活多幾年,為何不趁這幾年好好孝順她呢?」
親戚總是這樣勸他。 兒子不敢再想下去,深怕自己真的會改變初衷。夕晚,太陽收斂起灼熱的金光,躲在山後憩息。 一間建在郊外山崗的一座貴族老人院。 是的,錢用得越多,兒子才心安理得。當兒子領著母親步入大廳時,嶄新的電視機,42吋的螢幕正播放著一部喜劇, 但觀眾一點笑聲也沒有。 幾個衣著一樣,髮型一樣的老嫗歪歪斜斜地坐在梳化上,神情呆滯而有一個老人在自言自語,有個正緩緩彎下腰,想去撿掉在地上的一塊餅乾吃。 兒子知道母親喜歡光亮,所以為她選了一間陽光充足的房間。從窗口望出去,樹蔭下,一片芳草如茵。幾名護士推著坐在輪椅的老者在夕陽下散步,四周悄然寂靜得令人心酸。縱是夕陽無限好,畢竟已到了黃昏,他心中低低嘆息。
「 媽,我........我要走了 !」
母親只能點頭。他走時,母親頻頻揮手,她張著沒有牙的嘴,蒼白乾燥的咀唇在囁嚅著,一副欲語還休的樣子。兒子這才注意到母親銀灰色的頭髮,深陷的眼窩以及打著細紋臉。母親,真的老了!他霍然記起一則兒時舊事。那年他才6歲,母親有事回鄉,不便攜他同行,於是把他寄住在阿財叔家幾天。母親臨走時,他驚恐地抱著母親的腿傷心大聲號哭道:
「 媽媽不要丟下我!媽媽不要走!」
最後母親沒有丟下他。他連忙離開房間,順手把門關上,不敢回頭,深恐那記憶像鬼魅似地追纏而來。 他回到家,妻子與岳母正瘋狂的把母親房裡的一切扔個不亦樂乎。身高3呎的獎杯── 那是他小學作文比賽「我的母親」第1名的勝利品! 華英字典──那是母親整個月省吃省用所買給他的第一份生日禮物!還有母親臨睡前要擦的風濕油,沒有為她擦,帶去老人院又有甚麼意義呢?
「 夠了,別再扔了!」兒子怒吼道。

﹝這麼多垃圾,不把它扔掉,怎麼放得下我的東西﹞。岳母沒好氣地說。
「 就是嘛!你趕快把你媽那張爛床給抬出去,我明天要為我媽添張新的 !」
一堆童年的照片展現在兒子眼前,那是母親帶他到動物園和遊樂園拍的照片。
「 它們是我媽的財產,一樣也不能丟!」
「 你這算甚態度?對我媽這麼大聲,我要你向我媽道歉!」
「 我娶妳就要愛妳的母親,為甚麼妳嫁給我就不能愛我的母親? 」
雨後的黑夜分外冷寂,街道蕭瑟,行人車輛格外稀少。一輛寶馬在路上飛馳,頻頻闖紅燈,陷黃格,呼一聲又飛馳而過。那輛轎車一路奔往山崗上的那間老人院,停車直奔上樓,推開母親臥房的門。他幽靈似地站著,母親正撫摸著風濕痛的雙腿低泣。她見到兒子手中正拿著那瓶風濕油,顯然感到安慰的說:
「 媽忘了帶,幸好你拿來! 」
他走到母親身邊,跪了下來。
「 很晚了,媽自己擦可以了,你明天還要上班,回去吧!」
他囁嚅片刻,終於忍不住啜泣道 :
「媽,對不起,請原諒我!我們回家去吧 !」
~~後語~~
隨著自己愈長大,看著父母親臉龐從年輕變憔悴,頭髮從烏絲變白髮,動作從迅捷變緩慢,
多心疼!
父母親總是將最好、最寶貴的留給我們,像蠟燭不停的燃燒自己,照亮孩子!
而我呢?有沒有騰出一個空間給我的父母,或者只是在當我需要停泊岸時, 才會想起他們……
其實父母親要的真的不多,只是一句隨意的問候:
爸、媽,你們今天好嗎?
隨意買的宵夜,煮一頓再普通不過的晚餐;,睡前幫他們蓋蓋被子,天冷幫他們添衣服、戴手套……都能讓他們高興溫馨很久。
有時,我常在想:
我希望我的子女以後如何對我。 那現在,我有沒有如此對待我的父母? 我相信,人是環環相扣的;現在,你如何對待你的父母;以後,你的子女就如何待你。
朋友,人世間最難報的就是父母恩,願我們都能:以反哺之心奉敬父母,以恩之心孝順父母!
~共勉之~生命不要求我們成為最好的,只要求我們作最大的努力!
老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章
孩子!當你還很小的時候, 我花了很多時間,教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西。 教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳頭髮、擰鼻涕。 這些和你在一起的點點滴滴,是多麼的令我懷念不已。所以,當我想不起來,接不上話時,請給我一點時間,等我一下,讓我再想一想……極可能最後連要說什麼,我也一併忘記。孩子! 你忘記我們練習了好幾百回,才學會的第一首娃娃歌嗎?是否還記得每天總要我絞盡腦汁,去回答不知道你從哪裡冒出來的嗎?所以,當我重覆又重覆說著老掉牙的故事,哼著我孩提時代的兒歌時,體諒我。讓我繼續沉醉在這些回憶中吧!切望你,也能陪著我閒話家常吧!孩子,現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫鞋帶。吃飯時,會弄髒衣服,梳頭髮時手還會不停的抖,不要催促我,要對我多一點耐心和溫柔,只要有你在一起,就會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。 孩子!如今,我的腳站也站不穩,走也走不動。所以,請你緊緊的握著我的手,陪著我,慢慢的。就像當年一樣,我帶著你一步一步地走。 若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們, 那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生,黑暗中逝去....
(This article are my friends via email send to me Meaningful !)

Saturday, November 8, 2008

*沉思*

到底你又有没有酱的矛盾呢?
你们可能相爱过,你们也可能喜欢着彼此,但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起?
也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ,你们没有在一起。
也许 为了出国深造,他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚,你们身边已经有了另一 个人。
也许你回头太迟,对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心 ,而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起,你们还是保持了朋友的关系。但是你们心底清楚 ,对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街,你们还是可以无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的人,你口头上会帮他追,心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时,你会尽你所能的帮他,不会计较谁又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了,你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友,但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。每个人这辈子,心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,很矛盾的行为 。一开始你不甘心只朋友的,但久了,突然发现这样最好。你宁愿这样关心他, 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。你宁愿他的朋友,彼此不会吃醋,才可以真的无所不谈。特别是这样,你还是知道,他永远会关心你的。不成男女朋友,当他那个特别的朋友, 有什么不好呢?你心中的这个特别的朋友. 是谁呢?

很多的感情,都因为一厢情愿,最后连朋友都当不成了 ,常常觉得惋惜,可惜一些本来很好的友情, 最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你,如果你没有反应,这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去,这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注,表白了之后不是成了男女朋友,要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能预料的,或许对方不在意,

你们还可以是朋友,但却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜,也是遗憾!但还有没有可能是另一种情况,你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .

看完之后,心里面有没有出现了谁的画面?你又会选择怎样走下去呢?哈哈无论如何,要坚持自己的想法走下去!拿出你自己的勇气,自己想要的吧!不管结果是怎样最起码你又尝试过,这样的人生才不会有遗憾!别让自己后悔哦!加油!


***那不是我写的〉〉〉

不过阅读过后真是有所感触。。。也因此勇敢的踏出第一步。。。等待着答案的感觉还不错
我 是冲动吗?
我 是天真吗?
*沉思*
我想彼此真的需要时间三思。。。
我有能力给到你安全感 吗?
这 我真的不敢保证 。。。
毕竟, 这是第一次嘛~
我有我的生活环境, 你有你的书香帝国〉〉〉
距离真的远得很啊~
我总觉得你那里有一股强烈的 拒绝感 (或许是理智吧)
如果你真的过不到心里那一关 那就忘记昨天吧
当作是我冲动 幼稚。。。
或许你说的也对几分 的确有很多因数 很多阻碍
要延续长久也真的很困难
废话连篇的一则文章。。。
也许昨天的事很容易就被时间冲淡, 也许就是我们的起点
我会接受事实~
一切听天由命。。。。

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Come back lor ...lewis ~lol

Actually is about my assignment. Yesterday i have betting with my shi fu and brother ....to do half an assignment of UPR ...last night during i'm doing this one until 3a.m ....then i can't tahan lagi ...so sleeply and cannot thinking anything ady ....so i went to sleep and decided today be4 class must finish half an assignment , but now really no mood doing ady ...too bad .....

i muz concentrate so ...keep it up NOW ! ....yeah~ i can do it !

*God bless me*

Monday, November 3, 2008

*feeling well*

Actually today is nothing happend ...well , alone doing something ....feeling not bad ...i mean swim ...haha....alone swim ...

when i'm on the back way ...the weather descend a litter bit rain ....i'm by bicycle back hostel~
feeling not bad ....nw wrote down this all only for fun ...

unfortunately, my printer something wrong ady ....print anything also uncomplete ...hate it .....hopefully , my printer resume normal >>>
*god bless it*

Sunday, November 2, 2008

决定???

从去年说起吧。。。去年有一群青年去了短期出家。。。当他们描述当时短期出家的点点滴滴时我以身感兴趣想尝试一番。。。
结果今天就接到了消息。。。

一星期短期出家的时间。。。我真的能放下我手头上的一切吗???
我想很难! 毕竟 我还在狂追猛跑的 追功课。。。忙急了。。。

我不介意剃光头。。。虽然很丑!
但 我非常在意 我的学业方面。。。真的!

如果真的参与, 要用什么理由跟校方申请呢?
告诉校方我要短期出家吗?好笑 荒唐 !

可悲啊! 我也会有做不到决定的时候。。。神啊~ 救救我吧 ~ 该怎么办呢〉〉〉是否机缘还未到呢???

Friday, October 31, 2008

*Tired ...escape...get it ...come bacK*

Maybe after sport feeling very tired ~
maybe assignment too many waiting me ....feeling so tired ~
maybe exam is coming soon ...so feel tried ~
maybe something effect me ...so feel tired~
maybe i crazy ...so i feel tired ~
maybe i escape sometihing ...so i feel tired ~

Yes ! i get it ....i really escape something ....

Tomorrow have a performance ... hopefully us could be the best in the performance !
god bless us ....all member must keep it up and show our strength ~ haha.....
the performance have 1000 audience watching us perform ...so ....we must be to do the best on that time ....

No reason could let me abandon ....so , i must be strong !
ok ok .....i'm back .....now i have mood already !
thanks my blog let me intrapersonal communicate and update myself !
*God bless you all*

Fastidium RAIN !!!

Well ~ when me at house searching something , suddently BbbbbssSSSs.....have a big rain ......the sky are shine ....so , automatically i went to take the cloth from the terrace ....then ....when back my room ...WUI....no rainning ady ....

what the XXX ?!

play what wo ?! weather god ....blek ~fastidium.....stupid !

................don't play play ~~~

Monday, October 27, 2008

*Up to yoU*

hehe...Up to you ???
wha is it ???
erm...are u view my profile ???
if before u have view my profile , u will know what is the change ....well>>>

Actually is my new name....i think ..haha
i felt Lewis are quite read smoothly ...so
wanna call me zhen ye , koh or Lewis is up or you ...haha

i wan swim ...swim ...swim !!!...haha....hope have opporunity go to swim la ....haha
i mean is time and WEATHER !
well *god bless me*

Huu ~ finally i'm make a new board>>>

...huu>>>so tired ...but i still can deserve ..haha



This board is for update my study mood one >>>haha



i hope i will pass all subject in this sem and get good result ...well , this is all student wants to get right ?!



Now i'm need a rest >>>so , i go to writing this all and then need got a shower ...hoho



alright ~ go to shower luu !


finally i hopw all my friend happy every day and got bless !haha


*got bless you all and me*

=P

Thursday, October 23, 2008

**火柴...MatcH**

















我 就像一枚火柴!
无论对任何事务都一样!

火头容易点着,也容易熄灭!

友谊的精髓就如火炭一般

由个体变成群体。。。

怎么说呢?

由黑漆漆的木炭推挤在一起燃烧,就如彼此开始相识

经过时光的考验,直到最后。。。我们打成一片。。。

最终 火炭变成炭灰,飘扬四方。。。把我们的友情随着我们带到世界各处。。。



*************************你 认同吗?************************
~God sAy yeS~

Monday, October 20, 2008

From momently i must be hard & strong ...!

Maybe u all will feel this post vy "lantong&infantility"...but for me is a way to spirit up myself ...
yea >>>at here i promise myself ! I must pass all subjuct in this sem ...i can do it ...i must strong ...i can do it

"yo~presentataion jek mah ...sei mer keang ar ! " haha....so badoh la ..haha

attacca >>>i must hard ! shi fu , brother ...and all my friends ....when you saw me lazy PLS scold me ...ok !!!

*God Bless Me !*
=P

Must watch this parT !!!

Huu~vy "gan chong" about last time i introduce that series 与敌同行 ...now i watch that until 20 episode ady... ! the most excite part of 20 episode are during ah yin loose him hand let leang ma direct fall on the floor board(that mean is ,ah yin are holding leang ma and loose him hand ) .....walau yeh !!! if u are this series adherent this part are really really EXCITE !!! ........

Beside that , i think that guy "ah yin" like my friend...the similar part is "PHONINESS" !
At that time when i know that friend are that kind , my feeling are really down ....i ask to myself ....how come i cognition this kind of people ....so sad ....but now i can accepct it ady ....maybe is time let me accept that gua ...haha....i think this happend are long time ago luu..haha

I also want to thanks that friend ....cause that friend teach me how to make friend to another ...haha

After i understood the truth , when i make friend with another people i will be more careful ....and don't use 100% real heart to make friend .....because this is not a truth way ...but i will depend what kind of friend lar ...haha

Now my foresight are accurate than before luu...haha

At here i hope all around of my friend could "open your eyes"make friends ! ok haha....
i think that's all lar .....bye bye=P
*god bless you all*

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Luckly acquainTanceship you alL~

Sometime ....make friends really must be careful ....



Maybe the problem is myself ?! i cannot receive that action immorality ...when i know that will affect my emotion.....make friends the most basically condition is "honestly" !!!

For me , if who one cheating me one time ...i will remember it until ......vy long time ....and this people will in my black list forever ...this people will be forever at the black list ....so ....don't try to cheat me yea ....if want cheat me ?! can ....but ....don't let me know lor ...haha....this is my principle !

Luckly have you all accompany at my site and support me ....thanks yea ...haha
Very happy .....while I'm not really realize you all ...but ....now is still ok ..haha.....

now i listen S.H.E new album >>>it was vy good album ....i like it ...haha....Justin new album also not bad .....but JAy CHOu new album is bad then before that lo ....haha

so ~what is life ?!.....Be a human is a vy luckly than other living things on this world .....so , don't be selfish human ....be a morality human ....ok .....=P

hope my selfish brother and selfish friends will change their attitude lar ..haha.....althought i'm not the best ....!

so jokeing lar this post ....haha

writing blog become my habit ady ..haha....this techonology become my habit ?! ...haha~

erm...i think so late ady ...haha...so ~today that's all lar ...keke

Friday, October 17, 2008

huU~ finally is ok ady ......thanks my goD ~

Huu~ vy luckly i din bar by college ....result is release on today ...haha....not really good lo~haha...fail two subjek ...haha thanks my god ..haha~

1st is fail "P language "....haiz .....dah agar will fail this subjek la ..haha....cz two essay also not enough word ..haiz ....

next subjek is MCW ...haiz ....i think is gramma too bad ....write news woO ...haha ....die straight straight la ....ha

......miss linda ......haha .....not bad ar .......
.....mr.yip .......quite bad ...haha.....but still ok !
.....miss siew mun ....pelik pelik de lo ..haha....
ha ...so boring la .....

hope my "friend" also got god bless la ....this sem must clear all resit paper ok .....oh~ god bless me and my "friend"..haha

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Gen zhonG series~"与敌同行">>>

Woo~this is vy good series of Hong Kong!....The arrangement of this series are vy good ! The series beginning have a mystification ....vy interest~i like it :D One word to quote this series -GOOD!






















the main character is "zheng ka weng"...him acting not bad ! below is the main chaaracter lor>>>>haha ~recently him got qiute many gossip..haha....never mind ~the acting have good is enough..haha











this is "kok jun on"second main character ...haha....he is "old bird"...no need i mention u all know la ...haha>>>>







Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Ugly pao~


This is my 1st time make the pao ....the pao was no shape pun ...haha.....so ugly~








it was quite yummy ...haha~is truth .....hehe












my "pao" not only like that general "pao"....because i got add a kind vegetable de leh ~haha....it was "yin sei"haha>>>>>












haha~this one called "chuen long pao" ....



this is the most like pao pattern one ...haha~
juz have only one jek ..haha~

wan to try ~haha....next time la ....keke ~

Yes ! i pass the car test luuu...haha~

This is my car test number .....haha

Luckly got "bao"woo...that mean is ......u know ....haha~
i got mati engin 1 time , cannot enter gear 1 time .....huu~finally are pass la .....haha....
so happy .....
recall back during learnt how to drive ...haha.....the teacher so terrible ...talk anything with loud loud pun ..haha ....him tag is "BOY !BUKAN MACAM NI LA......BUAT APA ?! KAMU NI......."
anyway .....all is pass ady .....feeling not bad ....ha~

Last night .....at 21th


last night drink this thing ...hehe
don't worry ...juz a cup jek ..haha
hey ~don't tell my dad ar ....he will kill me de ...if let him know .....haha
actually is so simple thing la ...haha
after drink this feel my ear got some hot lo....haha....my friend said my look like"shong shi "wor...haha ....don't know?!......
feeling is not bad ...haha....my friend drink it got vomit eerrr...."yam gong".....ha~




Really want to talk bad lar ....AAAHHHHRRRR!!!

1st time at college so "beh song"like that....yes ! i argee what my coursemate suggestion and analyzing of the SHIT time table and so on.....but the blood is boil ady ...cannot control emotion ...is angry ady ...so what can i do ???......

today got bad weather ,bad emotion ...so ....u all must know something ...it is careful communicate with me yea !!!

if not , u all will die with straight straight ....!!!

luckly got new speaker can play loud loud to let me cool down ....

thanks my speaker:p...haha~

Friday, October 10, 2008

Crazy night at semester 2 in collegE

Actually at this time our like "drawing liquid correction on the empty white paper"....so crazy one ....ha....am i continue study in this college ?....standart like me .....bodoh like me ppl can stay at here ....ha....don't know .....if my coursemate viewed this text will felt this is I think too more....but i'm really cannot stop thinking this problem....is automatically thinking one ...so how ?

no direction ....

no direction ....

2day no happy or unhappy things happend and feeling at here waste time ...meaningless~

if got bar then~.....ha...i still thinking nagative aspect ....ha....now let me recall my 1st presentation ,it is ...i call my audience must have a good sleep habits .....so ..... . . .

feeling tired ady , but still force myself din sleep yet !

this time ...whole environment vy quiet...until can hear the insect sound ~

if walk on the road will feel vy cold,lonely,horror....no nice feeling ....

now i feel hungry ady .....ok la ....drink MILO....haha

actually i got 4 day for rest ....but no mood back h.town ....why ar ?!...all my coursemate have convulsive back ....but for me is the opposite of them...

i'm pelik ppl ... vy emotion one ....

sometime will felt i'm no friend ....nothing anything .....like live in vacuum ...yea....in vacuum!!!....also felt like eat by this roomage ....

down ! down ! down!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

CheAp peaple WriTing CHEAP!!! things~

Too bad la ...when i see a GELI thing although just a bevy text ...this story is about a
CHEAP ppl !!!
alright ....i use this symbol(#) deputy the ppl la ok !

#said something let me lagi lagi lagi "beh shong "#....WOOIYOOOO!!!
i never see the ppl like that la...actually this happend are not relation to me la ...but when i see that vy vy vy "BEH SHONG"lor....haha....#so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so
CHEAP!

SORROW! i can't straight to tell you all who it is ....haiz ....but i think have ppl know what am i talking about ....haha....

*yeah~speak out feeling so nice ....haha what's up baby^.^*

*until NOW !!!

*This all problem follow me ....until now ~too bad ....*
until now ....BM of SPM still not finish read yet !
until now ....camp assignment still no new idea yet !
until now ....the result of final still worry !....
until now ......worry will got bar by college !
until now ....my english still very poor !
until now .... still like a no direction people !
until now .... if got bar ....then wht can i do ?still dou know !
until now ....god will bless ME !!!.......don't know >.<
until now .... still feeling down ...

什么来的~wHat IS that ! ! !

很难讲。。。到底是什么回事。。。感觉很奇怪~只想找东西发泄!!!

对不起啦。。。我的brother。。。刚刚又成了我的沙包。。。真是有点过意不去。。。

这就是部落格的威力。。。哈哈。。。写了出来。。。心情好多了!

*笑口常开,好彩自然来*
*god Bless mE*

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

yuu huu ...bye bye ^.^ sem 1 final ~

huu....finish sem 1 exam ...now feeling is so free la ...but next , need to face is final result ..haiz ...learn from my coursemate tag "ham ho lor"...haha

emm...i will fail how many subject leh ?...i think will 4 until 5 gua...haiz ...stupid is like that de lor ...so sad ...i know i really is not enough hard and quite lazy...so what ?!huuiyo i always tell myself must hard ...but finally play game "spider"...see how bad lar me ...now i hate myself also ...human like me on this world is so many ...so can i change myself ? don't know ..i hope i can la ...

alright ...i at here promise myself
sem 2 result must batter than NOW !

haiz...what can i do now ? juz hope god bless me lor ...haha...

2molo back hometown luu...yeah! I can eat Kuala Kangsar laksa , har mee , my mami cook's food ...yes! yes! yes!...i miss it all ...haha...so this two week i not at kampar here ...and also can't writing blog luu..haha...nevermind...when i back i will bring some best things back ohh ..hahaha...wanna know what is that ...view my blog lo ..haha...ok la ...i go bungkus my cloth 1st ...bye bye lo...haha

good luck for my final exam
&
GOD BLESS ME ^.^
(END OF EXAM SEASON)

Friday, September 12, 2008

multiply words

lalala ...2day no pressure ...vy boring ...cannot imagine without internet and without computer days lar ...haiz ...at kampar here really boring ...BORING PLACE !!!haha ...seE..

emm...2day hv download many song ...keke...but don know nice or not ...cz ...cz ..juz click click click jek ...hahaha...

aiyoyo...too bad la ...2 night not got good sleep habit lo ...huiiyo...last night...celebrate my friend birthday until morning 3am ...be a panda lioa lo ...haha...

2day too boring untill cannot sleep la ...emm...have wanna find girl friend feel...and have aim lioa ..hehe...but but but...haiz ...sudah lar ... donno hw 2 say ...

miss my hometown laksa , si ham , har mee ,my mumi cook's food , my grandmother cook's food ...here food all is test ady la ...eat that until wanna vomit lioa lo ...hahaha...sushi sushi ..yaya ...now i wan eat it ...TESCO got this food but need by bus ...lol...malas by bus la ...if at here got motor ..wah...

walao ...i typing all note of next exam subjct liao bo ...wahahaha ...donno can remember until exam muo woO...I think i will resit 2 subject lo...haiz ...resit need pay money de le ...don think it is easy thing woO ...RM 50 per each subject ler ...so expensive...all said TAR College is most inexpensive college in Malaysia...try to think another college ....woO
donno is lion mouth or shark mouth ...hahaha

i think my body is begin process...what process ????hahaha....try to use your brain think ar ...is "output"...keke...bye bye lo ....blek :P

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Who am I ?!

(EXAM SEASON)
Yeah !...create blog lioa...it is 1st time writing blog ...ha ...emm...introduce who am i 1st la .haha...i really is a woO long guy ...haha... at kampar here also woO long ...always forget this thing that thing ...wants know what woO long happend in kampar?! haha....alright ...i tell you all la ...i locked my room key in the room...and then i try to open the door ...hehe...finally i cut a small hole at the door ... too bad action la ...haha...luckily "Bao zhou po"don know jek ...haha....so woO long ...emm...i'm Really luckily woO...cz yesteday i saw my old "Bao Zhou Po"at kampar old town ...but she like donno i at there huu..at that time actually is eating ...saw her all but vomit the food also haha ...i 'm also emotionality guy ...when i "beh song"better don chat with me ...hehe...too bad larr

I try to use english writing ...actually is wan testing myself la ....at future time review back how bad of my english ...hahaha...


At college here really learnt more thing lar ...can make many different friends ...haha...not bad ...perviously at here i feel i'm like "a cow go out from village-啊牛出城"ha !..Now is ok ady ....writing blog feeling not bad ...emm...actually wants thank my "shi fu"teach me...hehe...thanks lor...