无奈

向往过着作家般的生活，可是灵感总不在身边

怀念以前对生活的抱怨，原来那是多么美好和值得怀念

有人常说活在当下，如面临死亡的情况，有多少人还可以坦然地活在当下？

活在当下是否只归于无忧无虑的乐天派还是讽刺不能够活在当下的人们啊？

崎岖的道路在前头，掉入悬崖是生命的尽头，最后一步，还是摆脱不了命运的恶魔之爪。

反正人生就是学习每个过程，逆来顺受，偶尔觉得累是正常的，我对自己说。

人生百态好无奈，或许明天又有谁不在.

HEBE TIEN 田馥甄 [你就不要想起我 You Better Not Think About Me] Official MV HD

听了第二篇,我确定我真的爱上了hebe 的第二主打!!!!　大家鼎力支持这首吧！！！　大爱大爱＾＾


曲：楊子樸、劉大江 詞：施人誠 編曲：洪敬堯、溫奕哲
製作人：呂禎晃、郭文宗 和聲編寫：郭文宗
吉他：王治平
Drums：陳柏州
製作助理：樊哲忠
和聲：田馥甄
你就不要想起我 

我都寂寞多久了還是沒好

感覺全世界都在竊竊嘲笑

我能有多驕傲 不堪一擊好不好

一碰到你我就被撂倒

吵醒沈睡冰山後從容脫逃

你總是有辦法輕易作到

一個遠遠的微笑 就掀起洶湧波濤

又聞到眼淚沸騰的味道

明明你也很愛我 沒理由愛不到結果

只要你敢不懦弱 憑什麼我們要錯過

夜長夢還多 你就不要想起我

到時候你就知道有多痛

當時那些快樂多難得美好

你真的有辦法捨得不要

才剛成真的美夢 轉眼就幻滅破掉

祝福你真的可以睡得好

明明你也最愛我 沒理由愛不到結果

只要你敢不懦弱 憑什麼我們要錯過

夜長夢很多 你就不要想起我

到時候最好別來要認錯

你就不要 想我到 瘋掉

明明你也還愛我 沒理由愛不到結果

只要你敢不懦弱 憑什麼我們要錯過

夜長夢會多 你就不要想起我

我等夜監聽你說多愛我

自言自语-自私的耳目

新发现:

1. 最近写部落的次数还算蛮频密的...(爱上打字? >.<)
2. 蛮古怪的脾气

***来, 解释一下原因1, 可能是做fyp的关系加上常呆在家.有些心情不懂该往哪里抒发就往部落长篇大论一番.

(我也不懂是好事还是坏事)

虽然手头上还有东西要处理,但是写完后都不会觉得在浪费时间=p

***原因2,可能是压力所导致.

通常有压力的情况下，我想任何人的脾气都会比较暴躁吧~

现在fb酱的社交网络已经是我的home page了,所以非常讨厌看到那些每次重复重复都抱怨说为什么自己喜欢的人为什么不理(我) 啦, (我)很想你啦,怎么没回(我)信息啦, (你)有在想(我)吗??... ...之类之类的废话==

(ps:  我=发表状态的人; 你= 那个痴恋狂的对象)

而且几乎是每天都看到... 起初觉得还好吧...有了新对象,希望你找到幸福啦. 后来,我觉得这个人的思想和行为已经是一种病态了.每天都在怨天尤人....(你到底烦不烦啊?!)

对于每一次刷新我自己的面子书是都看到类似类似的状态,火都来==....(迟早有天把你unfriend掉),

对别人重复性的状态抱着酱子的情绪我也不晓得自己的反应是不是有问题.但是,我还是觉得那个人真的很有问题. >.<

不是每张  耳朵/眼睛  都喜欢  听/看  你的抱怨,. 

glad to be with u all

omg !!!!! ...the event that i'd/we'd  joined is on The Star online news.... just cant believe it and never thought that journalist has covered the event....i gt to know it from fb, click on the fxxking like and so exciting now!!!!!

Alright, this is the 3rd concert that i have joined since i am staying in pj for my degree. and i have learn alot regards to the dizi skills by "tou shi", it's the cheapest way to learn instrument...LOL

of course, there were a lot of fun and some emotional kind of thing had happened ; which i dont really wish to fresh back about it, but the auto-run process just bring me there, wtf was that being kind to a person, in the end  being point by the duuttttt words ==, s'more he's a teacher.

[personal think that those (part of) teachers that i've meet in pj/degree period is like always failed in respecting people ]

and sadly that the dai goh ( the man who call for lets ply some soundtrack together) have announced that he wouldn't continue for doing this sort of event d ='[

[due to the reason of some conflicts in the process of this event+health issue, if not mistaken]


UNLESS !!! we can give him  "可以让他继续傻下去的理由", is basically quote from wht he's said.
im just appreciate that everything he made for us and contributed (song writer, song composer, music scores distributor,  conductor, organizer, PR...etc  ....) in the event and you'v own my respect.

wishing that the "When Soundtrack Alive II" coming soon... ... ... ... plssss.....be crazier...i want to on stage with you guyss ...miss ya =']

btw, click on the link if u're interested on wads happening bout' the event  >>>>
http://www.thestar.com.my/News/Community/2013/10/21/Raising-funds-through-music-Money-to-help-old-folks-home-relocate.aspx

cheers~

let's ply clap and hide....and it's not "conjuring"

jst feel to write, write down all of my sight 

jst dont feel to read, seriously refuse to do it 

what i have is empty 

 cant even think on creativity...

jst  feel to talk loudly but there is nobody....

escape from reality.

Let Her Go - Passenger (Boyce Avenue feat. Hannah Trigwell)

my recent favorite song.

only know when you get in trouble and realize being as usual as ordinary thats called the beauty of peace.


cheers!

Insidious 2

Well, i think this is the first post that i write a review for movie. honestly, i was freaking regret to sit for horror movie which totally not the usual sort of movie that i would go for. this time is jst distract myself to divert the negative emotion, so, the challenge accepted.

i have been sitting  approximately 145min for INSIDIOUS-Chapter 2. im not going to critic the storyline or wadsoever. what i going to comment is about the soundtrack, which is the soul for horror movie. if comparing from the last masterpiece -Conjuring by James Wan. the used of soundtrack involved a
 lot of base effects to create the fear but yet the thing doesnt came out == ...and self-scaring was wad i had felt.

the turn for Insidious, wad an unexpected soundtrack been chosen is high pitch sound of violin with some base which STRAIGHT FORWARD to SCARE you. YET! the THING didnt came out every time when the high pitch soundtrack came in.

the feeling is like watching classical kind of horror movie, if you're prefers this type of movie. Insidious definitely is your choice. let's go to cinema and ready to be SCARED.

A write for instability of emotion

 Trust could be lost, once you step in the complicated reality. 

whats make life keep going on ? its's people, wad makes so much of problems here and there? people !

...they drives you to heaven yet they pull you down to hell...what should i believe...keep stand on the safe side and watching the drama around ?

That is what i am doing from pass to then..

 perhaps this is good to have the first try, even though it is the endless gaming for life. 

instead of watching , let's try to participate the ride and see wad is happening on next.   

错与对

自己吃亏,不能怪谁
谁口无罪,满天是非

卸下防备,如此愚昧
到底为谁,如此狼狈
忽略防备,只好受罪

谨记这回,无言以对
没有谁对,自我心碎

李小蔗让我觉得很委屈

本人虽然向面书度发泄过了,也曾经尝试冷静下来思考过. 但,一想到李小蔗电邮的内容,情绪又不受控了. (不要拦着我,我要踢她下楼.    哦...哪实在太残忍了,她还有女儿需要她细心的栽培,....哪诅咒她女儿嫁不出好了)

做为师长的责任就是教导学生. 虽说大学程度的 学生要学习自立,要懂得自己解决鸡皮小葱的问题,但是=.=...由一个完全不是这个科系expert 的导师来领,书也教错,作业内容一知半解的你有啥资格跟我呛啥啊?!...况且你给的direction跟comment都不match ==

其母之! ... ... 在这说了一堆很负面的话,其实, 真!的! 有! 帮! 助!
也没什么好抱怨的(很官方的对blogger 说),生活就是弱肉强食,导师永远是对的,只要你的分数在他/她的手上,你没得反抗...我希望的是有一天可以还她一句"check dictionary if dont know the meaning ya" 你娘亲!＝＝

我鄙视她白鸽眼的态度. 特别疼爱聪明的学生没有错,是自然反应,但也不可以把学习比较差的同学当白痴敷衍，你领的部分薪水还不是我给的钱．

最后还要很不甘愿的回她thank you. 其实超不爽==

被人酸了还要说谢谢,实在太委屈了吧.

当做学习, 好笑吗?！

最后,   学习看人脸色倒不如学习如何让人看你的脸色*haha, evil laugh*

第二首催泪曲:Yen-j嚴爵【沒有你怎麼辦】

听着听着,看着看着某某某在戏剧中演着他们的他们
朋友的故事在当下总是容易被感动

被感动不是因为同情 而是联想到哪一天的到来而感到不舍...没有你,怎么办... ...

想你们了 <3 div="">

迷惘?

人生有几回真正活得像一个真正的自己
有多少次回首看着从前的回忆感到欣慰
有多少次觉得自己是实在的
有多少次觉得没白活

就在无助的时候看见特别特别不一样的影子
或许离看透还很远

搞不懂思绪的人还可以干什么
觉得累又算什么

路还是要走...

城市的霓虹灯藏着多少人的伤悲
夜晚的城市有多少人为了掩饰自己而在酒池拼命释放自己,搜索捕猎那里有小羊小兔傻乎乎的掉进陷阱满足猎人的欲望...那里有多少条视线交错以为那就是对的人?

我还是希望遇到一本对的书,咖啡的微香飘在房间的感觉.
即使自己一人也可以觉得很实在.

过后还可以对自己说,活着真好啊~

陶喆×關詩敏 "好好說再見" 高畫質官方版MV（緯來戲劇台 花漾之戀浪漫滿屋2 片尾曲）

music can do  for the case when there is no words to express feeling... ....
listed this song as my favorite recently =p

The Impressoul 伍家辉x李欣怡

旋律很认真的把故事创造了扇窗，故事真真实实的陈述。这个月尾听到最棒的专辑。

并非大牌或非常著名音乐人的制作才是最棒的。本地人也可以做到很感动的音乐。

用心聆听，你可有另一种体会。

第一测验倒数第3天

换了裤子弄坏衣😱

这种倒霉的事情还是第一次发生在我身上...好想立刻就搬家😕

那些待在家里不自在和拒绝见到房东的感觉还是存在+实在太奇怪。也不懂哪里出了问题。😪

今天有够厉害的啦〜 什么都没做到，最厉害就是在没有一点点防备就把衣服弄了个洞😐

旧旧的橱就是弄穿我衣服的武器😡

::首播::Rene劉若英[幸福不是情歌]MV官方完整版-

她的声音就是那么多有魅力, 超强磁性...非常好听的歌曲! 大爱 =]

張雨生-我期待

学走路

恋爱就像是电视的剧集, 它可以是收视率差爆无人关注的剧情,也可以是轰轰烈烈爱得错乱的剧情...
有些人就像非常有名气的大明星,演了很多部不同的电影里的主角. 在爱的高低平凸路途留下许多脚印,但怎样也学不会如何的"走"会比较快乐. 他们只是重复同样的走法,在每一部戏里没有进步的演技,但是却有很多剧本找上门@@....可能是样子的关系吧~ 哈哈.

再说,有些明星就只接了一部剧, 没有多余的戏份,但走得平稳撑得场面. 观众喜爱...这才叫厉害. -纯粹讽刺.

找个角落

逃避不是解决问题的方法,它是一种舒缓个人情绪的举动,但又因此把痛苦带在身旁.
每个人都有自己的逃避过程和程度. 而我在紧绷到一个极点就会想到X子,X脉, X残...当然也只是在想象着如果那样做可以解决问题,那我马上就干了他. 从小到大都带着这种想法...每当遇到挫折时...脆弱的时候就冒出酱的画面...写了一堆字也没有怎样抒发到心里的忐忑. 结束逃避,又回到和现实拉扯坎坷的道路.... T T

Mayday五月天【乾杯】-催泪曲

dadadaa

i wanna sing !
i wanna shout !
i wanna rock the night....

but it is not the right time.... =[

i dont knw where to go...
im jst a little boy lost in the moment

i wan my $$ back ....jst enjoy the show.... dadadadadadaaaaaa... >.<

...

now you  say regret that you have been wasted so much of time on entertainments. now you only figure out that much tat you left behind all of the student. now you feel guilty that you din do the work well. that is too late to look back. but i just wish the passion and motivation come on me whn i wake up. say hi the the next of me, be smart >.<