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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Yes ! I get it!

hahahahahahahahahahaha......so happy ~
because i got "A" in my mega presentation...
wow~my topic is CAPITAL PUNISHMENT...
the happy things is, in my lecturer record I'm the first person present this topic...and also get the high mark ...
in elementary school i got get 98 mark in moral subject la ....but after that i so long time din saw this digit number in my study result already....
i so proud about this results ;P

hope the next persuasive presentation could get the flying result, and my course mate also can get it .....;p

*god bless us*~muaks;p

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Yesterday & todaY



wow~

me crazy ady>>> yesterday my course mate and me to the assignmet until today 6 a.m ....wow...isiz something wrong ....

huu~ finaly the assignmet can on time to submited ...

doing assignment with a group friends feeling is quite good., and i like it ..
because a group people doing assignmet i wouldn't feel boring and also feel stress....haha

when mid9 them face looks so funny...them eye pouch is expose ....haha.....and still need to think the idea...haha

i'm very surprise....kenny will do the assignment with seriously .....woo....not bad ;p


2day i'm gonna half ady...so tired....when the impromtu i also lazy to pay attention....
lucky i still can keep the mark...haha....

whatever la ~

now have a bit sleepy feeling ady....so that's all la....haha

*god bless me*

Sunday, December 14, 2008

BAD DAY!!!

haiz... if i know the result are that i wouldn't back hometown....too bad la~

actually my plan is back hometown and teach them dance....
them attitudes are very bad and late ...around one hour....
Never mind, late 1 hour....but please give me some feedback la ...
you all dance like "mummy" no energy...haiz...

In addition, make me "tu lan" things is the head(Leader) la....
Vy no brain1 .... i remind him previous 1 day.....but when i go to take the CD he told me "aiya...i gave XXX burn my CD ady.....now he haven return to me....u go him house take la"

what the fuck????....sorry also din said >>>>
very no BRAIN!!!

treat me like that next time dun think i help you again!!!
I"M SERIOUS !
VEry fucking ~

You think me so free and so rich ar ....take bus back not cheap you know ????
vy tiu 1....and wan give up help u ady....on Christmas day better i go gathering party with my orchestra friends ....blekzzzzz~

i miss my computer~
because i wan on9 ar !!!

so 2day i back early lor ...haha

last night like living in the HELL
taught them are tired ady....
FuckiNg Power cut !!!!
aaarrrRKKKKK.......
vy tired ady...why din let me sleep wor???

vy shit 1 lar.....so many mosquito and so hot
macam mana tidur?????
hate ar !!!!!

i think is the mosquito bite me lor...
my backside sooooooooooo tickle
whole night can't sleep...."hou chammmm"
around 4 a.m the electric come ady and .....got a sleep.....
too bad la ....really BAD DAY!

Now i still beh shong lor!!!
Cz my backside still tickle>>>arkkk
*God Bless Me*

Friday, December 12, 2008

Feeling gooD & *fatE*

Juz nw class ~
feeling good ~
why ?
because scold by cik noor ...haha
she scold us (CPR) is idiot~
yes!!! i'm idiot ...english is bad ~
actually, whole class mate also dislike her because her too straight ,when shooting students
But, for me is different !
i like she scold me idiot and bad english ~
i hope on and on UPR class like today
scold us .... and also teach us
i like her teaching style~
haha...maybe i'm something else>>> ;p
whatever .... i think is insufficient....(scold by cik noor)
blekz~


miss linda ~ so far she is the best lecturer ....in my heart~
i hope next sem or on diploma she will teach me again~
weather she is not pretty ....but is ok la ....
wow>>> expectantly the mega persentation in CDK(the most big hall in TARC)
hahaha....my tiltle is ~ capital punishment~ hihi

"whatever" is my recently tag....haha.....
haiz~ sometimes i really idiot~
why?
because the s/w a majority of assignment is my partner doing, i juz sit beside him
so ...on that time .... i really feel i'm idiot and also "fei cai"~vy useless
it was a group assignment, but in fact...juz him doing .....
i'm useless
last time also like that ~
hate this feeling
on the time i see him do the assignment, i recall Mr.Yip last time asked me , during the presentation
"why you juz present 30% and the rest 70% is kelvin present"
on that time, i'm really hurt...and remember until now
i hate myself~
why so stupid and not independent to do well the assignment
now, that assignment is finish 70% .....and what i'm do , juz 30%
so , what ??? isiz FATE???? .....too bad lar hate computer assignment !!!
hate me useless>>>>>FATE !!!

i think that's all la ....cz i need to continue my persent speech ady ....FATE!!!

*God Bless Me*

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Caring too much is uselesS~

walau....yesterday i used whole night to do the presentation draft....this time i forgot is which time to do assignment from dark until bright day...haha

maybe i too care about it ...haha....

sem 2 really busy than sem 1 wuu....senoir din cheat me ....haha
in sem 1, i think if i could follow the timetable anything is esay to solve....but now i clear already....why i din success to be the best ady....because i'm not a good manage time person....

and sem 3 my dear dear fei fei house mate will moving ...so ...waiting a new house mate ....hehe
i hope my next house mate is from CPR, and also hard to study one , because its will push me hard in study...hahaha...any1 saw my blog and wants to study with me i'm welcome ~ haha

today weather is very good, haiz ....fate, no body accompany me to swim....sienZ sienZ >>>

aiya ....whatever la~ is ok

now what i wan ?
that is finish the assignment as fast as possible ...
then i can concentrate to enjoy my college life and also prepare the final exam~
ai~~as student is like that ......the trouble is assignment, exam , test, friends....that lor .....

OMG~ talk with myself ady ....and have a bit crazy ady....haha.....
i not pray get full mark in lecturer hand, i juz pray i could get full mark in mine conscience ;p
*God Bless Me*

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

whee ~ 15 mark

Happy~ ..... because of the presentation skill subject ...haha ...1st time get 15 mark ..haha
the full mark is 20 ....i get 15....whee...happy ....

In chinese have a tag is "one mountain high than one mountain"...haha...have ppl got 17 ....lol...is ok ......17 mark is my next target ....hope i could get it ...haha.....happy happy ;p

*God Bless Me*
;p

Saturday, December 6, 2008

我就是这样~

人往往就是不懂得知足...而我也就是那种人
也许是我的要求过高,所以就会常常觉得自己很蠢


说真的 我真的很蠢


最近,我老是无缘无故的发神经 发脾气......
可怜的就是我身边的朋友, 忽然间觉得自己很幼稚


成绩对我来说真的很重要...
身边的朋友对我还蛮不错的


但是, 我总是感觉怪怪的...很容易就对某些举动 言语 产生不满的感觉


最近, 我的病情更加的变本加厉了...我想我真的活不久了...


我很欣赏我班的一位“肥仔”...他很厉害的!!!
我喜欢他的处事方式, 但是我不喜欢听他说教...每当他说教一次就决得他好像老怪物一样的讲个不停...很烦啦...听他说教!!!


第二个觉得蛮不错的是“三角形的木材”...他也是我班的人...他很好笑的...每次都在我面前伪装自己...就算他多开心或难过都好...他总是说...“有咩?!没丫”...扮到自己好像很坚强的一幅死人样...不过他也蛮不错下的...哈哈


我呢...在班上就给了人家一个很有料的印象...其实, 我只是虚有其表...apa pun tak tau~
尤其是英文, 真的烂到像屎一样〉〉〉
可悲也~
想不自卑都很难咯~~~~~~~
〉〉〉累了。。。不写了,也没东西写了 。。。就此搁笔咯~
*God bless me*

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Useless = Idiot

HATE!!!

Hate myself English so poor !
Hate myself useless to control SOMETHINGS!!!


Hate why i'm idoit !!!
Hate why i'm human !!!


Hate you all so smart!!!!
Hate you are idiot !!!
Hate you useless!!!
Hate you lazy so much !!!
Hate you processing slow !!!
Hate you don't understand me!!!

hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate

that is fate~

......tired ady .....tired for hate.....


forget it .....


Actually in my life also have something happy things happened ...

I'm a negative living things in the world !


i will always thinking negative aspect .....


so that's why i said I'm a match[easy angry]......

.......and also faster cool down.......


Now, my emotion is stable already.....

but still wan to scold people......

haha......the 1st one people i wan to scold is XXX....haha...dun know why .....i crazy ady .....careful yea....hehe

god bless me
;p