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Friday, March 13, 2009

有感而发~


昨天晚上, 我和我的组员正在彩排着戏剧....

突然, 电话响起来了。。。

他发了他的SPM 成绩给我。。。
然后我们就通话了~

XX: 我酱的成绩还有得救吗?

我听了这番话

忽然,感觉到自己就是他
有点。。。像在黑暗深坑毛骨悚然的感觉

从他的声音。。。我感到

失望

无助

就像。。。一位小孩跌在 谷底 喊 救命!!!。。。。

我很想尽全力帮他。。。但, 我力不从心

。。。。。。一闪而过的 愧疚感

它 提醒我是时候 加油了
它 提醒我是时候 努力了
它 提醒我是时候 冲刺了

这个学期只有 7 个星期。。。

很想 再次 感受 拿A 的感觉。。。。

所以, 我开始疯狂了。。。
不知从那来的力量。。。。。我就像吃错药
从 陵晨2 点钟。。。。。(奋斗)。。。。。。。。。

到了8 点多
是时候准备上课了~

我刷牙~
刷 到 一半

我的老毛病又发作了。。。。我吐得像孕妇一样。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。痛苦!!!

写着 写着部落格。。。忽然又想起了有一件想要和大家分享的事。。。。

你 还记得 小时候的你是从哪里 学会握笔写字的吗 ???
答案:你是从 胶察碎 中 学会这一切的~

这个灵感是我在春节 看我表弟 学写字时来的〉〉〉


他 写的字 大多数 都不及格!!! 因此, 我 阿姨 就把错的 通通察得 一干二静!!!

他哭了
要从写了
他泪奔狂流
泣声逐渐扩散
烦躁气息涌进来
藤响节奏加了进来
责备及安慰成了弦律

最终, 完成了充满情绪交际的交响乐
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。安静了~
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。回想起来, 我也是酱走过来的。。。
。。。。我 怀念 小时候。。。。。。。。。。

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

抱歉


其实,有点搞不懂。。。

搞不懂为什么歉意那么重???

或许是对你而已吧。。。

虽然只是小事一桩~
但, 我好想对你说很多次的。。。。。“对不起”

。。。。。。。

Friday, March 6, 2009

4 + 1 not equal 5

yaya....4+1 not equal 5 ......

wants to know whats going on...ask TAR C admin stuff lah !!!!

stupid so much....

yesterday i went to admin there to ask the stuff about transfer course....

Lewis :
when i finish the certificate in PR, in diploma level i want to change course....
i want change PR course to broadcast.....now i resit the SPM paper already....got 5 credit already

stuff: sorry....4 credit plus 1credit not equal to 5credit ......

what the XXX .....4 plus 1 not equal to 5 .....so stupid lah ~

i also dun know this is according what logic to explain why 4 + 1 not equal 5.....what the hell!!!!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

i'm back

hello~ long time didn't update ady ....i think around a month>>> never mind...
this sem break is involved my Chinese New Year and several trip...haha

so, this post will very long ~~

first~
in "dai nin cho 1"....surely got many delicious foods>>>haha

haha...this year i have helped y mum cooking ....hehehe...is first time o0o...haha>>>

after that in the "niu" year season i got went to "Cameron Highland" & "Genting Highland" travel ...hahaha.....

in Cameron pasar mlm is different than others....course at there got many strawbery stall....woo
quite fun....

besides that, there also got many beauty flowers ....now , i would show you the special things for u have a look...hahaha

See~ look like human hand....
so geli~>>>> haha....actually this is a kind of fruits.....

this plant's ship look like seed but it is relate with the plant body>>>hihihhi

..........

after this trip i back k.k ....then my secondary school got celebrate CNY gathering....BBQ...hi

this guys is my Prentice - Ah Hong .....
our play's instrument is called "suo na"

learn to play this instrument is quite hard and the fees of instrument's necessary also quite expensive!!!
this is the instrument's necessary- "sao zhi"
do you know how much is it ???
>>>>>>>that is RM 20 per one !!!!.....i really want to shoot about the price of "sao zhi"!!!
cause it are easy broken.....!!!! make in china things is LOW quality ~ blekz

now i show you my prentice's handsome picture to u ....haha...look cuties right ...hehe

......below is my senior picture.....hehehe
the 1st 1 is my "shi fu"...thats mean he teaching me how to play the instrument gyus ....


another guys also is my closer senior....

huu~ now enter KL trip liao ...haha.....

hehe...do you know ....this is butter....yes ....i'm not writing error>>>
it is BUTTER
.................................than below is "dong chan shi"

surprise .....here also got nemo...haha!!!...besides that, at here i also meet my course mate "Carmen"....actually she dun wan take photo...but .....u know ....hihi!~
......it was "bai tin gong".....at my friends house....
this "wan tan " so cute and creative right ....haha...looking not bad >>>

....yeah ....orchestra performance....yuhuu~

after the performance...have people donate money to us leh ...haha....around 2 thousand...not bad >>>>ganbahtea ar ...all my junior.....in this year competition muz get good result ohh~
SUPPORT YOU !!!

.....HEHE....lastly ....sure lah ....went to KL meet my cousins and went to Genting ...haha
wuu~ junjun you r vy lucky ber~......can get the cow dolls ...haha


qian ~....ganbatea !!!......
but finally ......
ah qian get nothing .....

qian said : mami i dun wan play ady...but i wan the dolls.....brother got , i also wan (if not i cry)....

so, we buy the dolls to him ....too bad lah ~waste money>>>>

then ...the "lou ouk"(my grandmum house)...be a mini zoo ady ....there got rabbit, bird, dog, and TURKEY.....walao..the turkey saiz is vy big .....like the dinosaur century animals...terrible...~
...the terrible thing i didn't show lah...i jz show the cuties rabbit to you all lah...haha

...haha...this last month post ...i think thats all lah ...haha.....
thank you your viewing >>>>